CyNiCal.......

What shall I see, a shadow following or part of me,
What shall I see, grim fortune or callous destiny
What shall I see benevolence lies, or negativity
What shall I see, a part, a whole or nitty-gritty.
What shall I see, pain in your eyes, or saddened you,
What shall I see, context of your life, or prevailing few
What shall I see confused state, or difficulty to say?
What shall I see, straight road, or crossed way.
What shall I see, phantasm of mind, or perception of being?
What shall I see, present life, or thing am’ actually seeing.
Whatever am’ seeing is hurting me eyes,
Everything is cynical, nothing seems wise.