LooSING On....

Am loosing the anatomy of life on the whole
Am loosing on the voice of my conscious, my soul
Am loosing on the words that define meaning which mattered
Am loosing on the promises, which were made, now shattered
Am loosing on the seconds, which complete an hour of life
Am loosing on the ways which were mend, but now deprive
Am loosing on the fun, which made me happy, but now its none,
Am loosing on the shade which protected me, but now its raw sun
Am loosing on the existence, which had reasons,
But now it seems all over like gone seasons.